rawrr i know i'm not going to get anywhere if i continue having this mentality of mine. but i can't help it. everytime i see something, it reminds me of another and it keeps on linking on. idk why i feel this way & i know it's not right at all. but why ? is there a way to block me out of all these? i think too much. maybe that's my problem. but if i didn't think about it at all, would it help/solve the problem?

anyway, march swim camp was good :) i need to stop being so contemplative zomg. haha. swimming training in the morning was alright. i liked the 10x50m make-on-time-for-each-lap-otherwise-whole-team-redo set. nice and exciting! haha i think i got more tired from being afraid of not making the time then the actual swimming. i held 35-37 seconds for each lap. haha i know it's slow but not bad for me alr haha. we had like, 1min rest time for each 50 . heehee.

yea then we had waterpolo ! woohoo i miss playing polo. haha then it was eastcoast bowling ! which was actually time for me to socialize with Eileen, Lynn, Eunice ! it's so nice to just chill & chat about almost anything& everything with people you know loves to talk like you ! haha. & went back to tjc for sleepover ! heehee mr loh cooked food for us how nicee zomg. played namegame after that. it was a game at like 12am around the track& sports com area how scary. & zomg stupid poot zongyao& roy kept "scaring" me because i was kind of afraid of the dark. haha.

no lights out ! how cool. haha though i was one of the first few to zzz . heehee next day was basically more of discussion of swimming carnival :) so yea short camp but i really got to know a lot of them much much more & most importantly, I LEARNT TO NOT BE SO DAO ! haha yayee 3-cheers for me :)

yea and i'm going to end this post. oh and today's chinese lesson was so contemplative. i meant, the story miss y was going through. haha omg i am learning how to not be contemplative & think so much here teacher- haha.